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Jul 15 07 2:41 PM

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dear musiciano! :D

first believe me i am not offended at all!
i am not trying to defend myself! i don`t feel threatend!

i don`t have that much of an ego anymore..i have been workign on it since April 2003. yes i still do. i guess you know that self work is somehting that we are doing all our lives.

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Otherwise none of what I have written would have cause that intense feeling of attack that arose within you. Your self-image felt threatened. You believe that this is who you are and that you must defend it


no. believe me but i am not threatended and not attacked and not offended. i am in a good mood!

and i have been doing a lot of self work to be more self confident and calm and i used to be a stressed out freak but i am not any more.

i just don`t undestand the direct connection to my particilar situaiton

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Do you feel like any less of a person because of the things that I said?

-i DON`T. and i would like to know what in anyhting i wrote made you think that way...just to understand the way you are thinking...out of curousity..but if you like you can keep that to yourself. :)

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It is obvious that you have lost touch with reality because you are always looking for the answer outside.


here is the only point that i understand the connection. becasue i am asking for advice. and maybe i should figure out myself. maybe.


just LOSING TOUCH WITH REALITY i know it only from mentally ill people. that they are in one place think they are in another, etc. you don`t mean that do you :lol :lol :lol

anyways. whatever. never mind. :D
thanks for trying to help me. i think that i will talk to God.
one time i asked God to lead me in vocalizing and did an excercise i later found of 4th lesson in SS...more or less...

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You have to make the switch and become aware, you have to learn how YOUR BODY SINGS, not how others do it.


so you say i have to find on my own. correct?
i will with God`s help :)

so don`t think i am either offended or feel less by what you say musiciano.


:D -hugs-:D
"Leonetha"