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dear musiciano!
first believe me i am not offended at all!
i am not trying to defend myself! i don`t feel threatend!
i don`t have that much of an ego anymore..i have been workign on it since April 2003. yes i still do. i guess you know that self work is somehting that we are doing all our lives.
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Otherwise none of what I have written would have cause that intense feeling of attack that arose within you. Your self-image felt threatened. You believe that this is who you are and that you must defend it
no. believe me but i am not threatended and not attacked and not offended. i am in a good mood!
and i have been doing a lot of self work to be more self confident and calm and i used to be a stressed out freak but i am not any more.
i just don`t undestand the direct connection to my particilar situaiton
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Do you feel like any less of a person because of the things that I said?
-i DON`T. and i would like to know what in anyhting i wrote made you think that way...just to understand the way you are thinking...out of curousity..but if you like you can keep that to yourself.
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It is obvious that you have lost touch with reality because you are always looking for the answer outside.
here is the only point that i understand the connection. becasue i am asking for advice. and maybe i should figure out myself. maybe.
just LOSING TOUCH WITH REALITY i know it only from mentally ill people. that they are in one place think they are in another, etc. you don`t mean
that do you
anyways. whatever. never mind.
thanks for trying to help me. i think that i will talk to God.
one time i asked God to lead me in vocalizing and did an excercise i later found of 4th lesson in SS...more or less...
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You have to make the switch and become aware, you have to learn how YOUR BODY SINGS, not how others do it.
so you say i have to find on my own. correct?
i will with God`s help
so don`t think i am either offended or feel less by what you say musiciano.

-hugs-
"Leonetha"